Finally... i realised the feeling of tiredness of liking someone... dunno since when... the feeling grew... till it was so intense... it hurts... yar... i told myself to stop falling deeper as i do not wish to get hurt... im an escapist... i don't dare to fall in love again... i wish to remain alone till old? maybe? i've never been so vocal about my inner thoughts... i've never seen the good sides of relationships... sometimes when i see couples on the streets, i always ponder... it is a MUST for a girl to have a boy and vice versa? it is a need? a necessity? an essential? or is a relationship just us to show off our victory for successfully chasing our dream girls/boys? a status to show that we are superior than the other people who have lost in the battle of chasing? i really don't know... my ex wanted to patch back with me... he asked 2 times... yet, i don't feel his sincerity... I don't know why out of the blue he wishes to patch back... he's lonely? he's down? sometimes when the truth is there, i do not wish to lie to myself again like i used to do when i was still young... what's past is past... life has to move on... i don't wish to be hurt by love again... not anymore... till i find someone who can protect me from the storms and accept me the way i am...
-|iars
-pp|e whO anyhOw vent their anger on others
-yucky fOods
CRAVINGS/WISHLIST
-get gOod grades fOr a|| my upcOming mOdules in sch
-dO wat i rea||i want in |ife (sigh...)
-tO try out signature dishes of sOme renOwned resturants...
-gO overseas shOpping mOre often
